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posted on Apr 19, 2008 (modified on Apr 19, 2008)

Hi, 

I guess you could say I'm a lost soul.  I feel overwhelmed, with debt, responsibilities, like I'm carrying the world.  My husband suffers from depression, and well sometimes he is very angry and mean, other times just plain lazy in my eyes.  Currently I seem to be the only real source of income.  And falling behind in everything.  I can't afford my high blood pressure medication, or my asthma medications so every day is a struggle.  He doesn't seem to care that we may be homeless, or that I am putting my own health at riskto try to maintain a roof over our heads. 

I want to leave him, I want to take my dog and just disappear.  I feel I deserve to be happy in this life.  And right now I am so miserable.  Seems the only peace I have is when I am asleep and even that is so fleeting. 

Can anyone help, give me some guidance.

 

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